Well I finally took the decision on the beginning of July 2010. I decided to block her on facebook and on the messengers. It has being almost 3 months without chatting with her. I only received 2 emails and that was all.
I took that decision since she never wanted anything serious with me. I remember all the times in person when she said she didn't want something serious with me. I once chat with her about changing her opinion and the only thing she replied was: "it is possible but unlikely".
I can't believe how selfish she is. After all the great times together, all the kisses, hug, physical parts, moments and trips we did. She didn't want anything with me at the end. I guess I was just her study abroad adventure.
I feel so mad because I did my best. I treated her really nice and I had my best behavior with her. I guess all this went to the trash. I did enjoy a lot of things. But it turn me off that at the end I am still alone.
It is really hard to close the final chapter. I really miss her. I even though about marrying her.
I wonder if I ever met the right girl.
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