My Mistake

So I talked with my brother and now he is saying other thing. "He never told me that nicky's father didn't approve that I was dating her". For now on I will never take decision on what other people say. I think trusting other people as gossip is really a bad idea.

Now I lost the opportunity with a nice girl. Well anyways she didn't want to know about me.

Renee is engaged. That really freak me out. How americans go really fast on relationship. I am really surprise.

I hope someday I can find true love.

Wedding in Tantoyuca

My brother invited me to a wedding in Tantoyuca Veracruz. If was the brother from Rene (Julieta's father) who was getting marry. I traveled to Tampico on friday. We drove to Tantoyuca on Saturday.

The town was nice. They have a lot of flea markets around the city. We arrive to a hotel which was good. For my surprise it had wifi connection. The lunch at the hotel was really nice. I had "empipianadas with carne". It was really good and cheap. That kind of meal in Monterrey could cost a lot.

The wedding was good. I liked the church. I saw Julieta and all her family there. They seem happy that I went. It wasnt crowded the church. But the party was. It was a normal wedding. I get bored when I go to weddings alone. I dont really like to go without a date. Although you can meet a lot of girls there. I had an opportunity. I just get tired to meet new girls when I know I will never see them ever again. I dont even like to waste energy when I know that is going to happen.

Maybe next time I will have someone that actually want to hang out with me.

I lost another girl

So I screwed it all again. I made the stupid decision to listen to gossip. I though her father didn't approve that I was dating her. I told her and she said that all that was gossip from her relatives in Tampico.

She got so mad at me. I dont think she is going to forgive me that. I hate that kind of reaction from girls. Once they have a profile from a person they never change it. I guess it was going to be impossible anyways. After her parent didnt approve that she was coming to Monterrey, she looks like she didnt care anymore about me. I guess at the end I was her rebound.

I dont think I will ever see her again. Even if she goes on Holy Week to Tampico, I dont even know if I am going to be there or if she wants to see me. By that time she will have a boyfriend. So it is only Holy Week and christmas time when she goes to Tampico. Now that her father knows she was dating me, he will never allow her to come to Monterrey.

It really sucks. When am I going to learn the lesson to only date local girls. I am not planning to investing in dating again. It is a total waste of money and time. At the end they always dump me for stupid reasons. They never give me a real chance to know me.

I deleted her on facebook since I didnt want to see how she makes males friends every single day and when she might change her status to "in a relationship".

I understand when a girl doesnt want to know about me anymore. I just got tired on trying to reach her. I used to send sms but she never replied. Even my emails she didnt replay. I guess I looked needy.

At least I am learning and I have to work on not to fall in love so quickly. I just keep getting hurt.